I went to school today. I was finnaly off of suspension. I
go there, and everything going good. Then I get a note
from destiny. We're over. I'm really heart broken now.
I dont know, Sometimes i wonder if maybe I wasn't suspended, Maybe If I wasnt such a dumbass to get suspended, I wouldve been able to save the relatio nship. +Sigh+ I really dont know. I'm going to justin addingtons 'party' on friday and leaving sunday. I'll be able to get on the computer, but I dont know how often. He has one. Hopefully I can cheer myself up there. I try not to show my emotions at school, because that doesnt solve anything. But, It's kinda good to have a journal on da to say everything on. Oh, and to top it off, my friend ashley thinks I'm ignoring her, when im not and shes really pissed at me. I dont know whats going on. I feel really tired right now. I dont have anything to do. my mom is over at my unles house helping him do paper work. Fun. I just ran out of cigarettes. I wanna get high but I know I cant because of my heart. Nothing is really going right nowadays. All of my classes suck accept for PE. Elise hasnt been in school lately. I wonder what happened to her. I hope she is alright. I think she is staying home from school because her mom is in a different state or something. I hope she doesnt fail the grade because shes missed so much school. Well, I got myreport card and I have like 1 F. Go me. I really couldnt give 2 shits if i failed right now. I havent talked to any of my friends in highschool in a really long time. Especially Telly. Its been like 3 months. I wonder what's going on with her. I found out the other day that andrea got expelled from school. I forget how though. Hmm. My hairs getting kinda long. I think it looks good. I need to dye it again though. You can see some of my blonde. All of my friends say that i am 'Greying' . It pisses me off. I took a nap for 5 hours today. I'm so not sleeping tonight. Yesterday I got the march eition of newtype. I love it. It came with the frist episode of that new yaoi loveless on DVD. Some fucking retard on gaia was spelling shuichi 'Shuuichi'. Wtf. He needs to go bleed out of his anus rather then tell me Im wrong. The fucking dumbass. oh, And I found out today that a Douche was a Vagin Deodorent/Cleaner. Niiiice.

-Shugo.

------Friends.

I'm going to miss you soooo much when you leave. You need to come back and ge your Ranam 1/2 D:
Imiss yooohhh.
love you soo much.
ILY. Youre so cool, 8D --Crazy. o.o; Great poet. <33 Yay for piccies. Group, yo. >> I hate that word. Group. Best Poet Ever I Live for you! I love you more then anyone could ever love youuu